. the DARK .

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Monday, February 23, 2009

not been blogging for a long time... cos duno wat to say.
been looking for a job..

today just received a call..
the person decided to try me out.
see if i can cope and if i can pick up the skills fast enough.

i'm very unsure of my future.
alot of things have happened...
i've lost gained alot for the past year but i have also lost alot since the start of this year.

i'm not sure what i want anymore.

i have no idea how i should lead my life.
i'm worried about my future.
worried about my life partner.
worried about getting a stable job.

a job that i would love.
that i would want to do.
a place that i would want to work in.
a place with motivation.

i'm not sure of how the Lord wants me to lead my life.
i duno how He has pathed my life for me.
but i wish for a obstacle free life as much as possible..

and currently, i lack of love.
maybe it's got to do with leaving him.
finally deciding to leave him.. with an intention for both of us to get better lives.
hope he is happy.

我有想你。

the thoughts flowed.. {6:04 PM}
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Friday, February 13, 2009

情人节快乐。
明天是情人节。

我应该是在家发呆。
相信我是做对的选择。
我们在一起，感觉，没什么。

不知道你在想什么。
只知道你很烦。

既然，你不可能离开她，我先选择离去。
我想你幸福。
我们在一起的时光，我不会忘记的。
因为，是你让我最快乐的一个月。

你也让我学到很多东西。
让我认识一个我从来不知道的一面。
一个新的‘我’
原来，我也会那么的让对方。
原来，我能那么快的原谅一个人。
原来，我也能那么的体贴，也会牺牲自己为了心爱的人。

合你一起，我没有后悔过。
因为我知道我真的爱过你。

这次，我也不知道为什么我能那么容易的放下。
能够对自己说，‘放手吧’
我要你幸福。
不要再听到你说你不快乐。

我爱你。
我要你开心。
答应我，你会好好的活下去。

the thoughts flowed.. {6:26 PM}
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Friday, February 06, 2009

虽然教会请我去帮忙，可是，在家里没事做，我也真的闷死了。

在家，一直找东西做。
没工，感觉好像很闷。

整天看电脑。

看到两眼要死掉了。
闷死了。。。。。

求求你，快点让我又一份工。

今天，7点起来，打给他。
告诉他我想他。
告诉他我想听听他的声音。
告诉他我想见他。

只是还说不出我爱他。

昨天，没见面。
本来，他听电话，听起来很生气，很烦躁。
可是听我说话，他的声音也慢慢的柔和下来。
渐渐的用安慰的话哄我。
也不让我聊下去，坚持要我回去睡觉。
（因为他知道平时我不会早上七点起来的）
说今天放了工会打给我。

双方的劳累，会换来以后的幸福吗？
还是，我们终究会分开？
暂时，不要想。
只想好好的爱他。

也想找份工。
忙，时间才会过得比较快。

the thoughts flowed.. {11:53 AM}
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