Thursday, June 29, 2006

i've been slapped by my sister less than half an hour ago.RIGHT ON THE FACE! THE NERVE! even my mum/dad doesn't hit me in the face. they spank me in the butt/cane me when i was much younger either in the butt or on the hand... she claimed that i threw her shirt outta the bedroom into the living room.. my foot!!! i was pissed off that my mum only listened to her, and was ignoring me, i tossed out my dad's ragged t-shirt!! i knew i shouldn't have done that, but she sticked her disgusting face into my 'privacy zone'. wana find out the real truth, i didn't throw her dumb shirt. her shirt is in the bedroom lying in her precious mattress still!! horrid fella. now, she doesn't even listen to anybody.. all except one. her DARLING PRECIOUS BOYFRIEND!! she probably learns all the bad stuff there. HMPH! the double-faced creature... she has lost every single bit of her manners, and she only comes to me and speaks so ever NICELY when she needs something.

For example, she only came to me so ever nicely when she wants to borrow my laptop (which i will NOT lend her ANYMORE for the rest of my/her life)... she NEVER says sorry if she does something wrong, like hit my leg/step on my foot accidentally... she makes it look like i'm paralysized or something, i'm a dumb mummy that doesn't have feelings.. no matter how much i wana forgive her, since i'm a christian, and i have learnt how to, i have decided that i will NOT speak to her in any way unless she apologises to me and admits that this is her mistake. actually, right now, i have already forgiven her, my heart does not feel heavy with hatred... but i need her to learn her mistake as a child would when they have done something wrong and admit it.

her manners is much worse than my youngest cousin and my rudest cousin. they both still know how to say please when they want something, thank you when they get something, and sorry when they have done something wrong and to admit and learn from their mistake...

the thoughts flowed.. {9:17 PM}
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

i got the first explanation settled. i'll copy and paste the whole conversation. still waiting for the second phrase to be further elaborated.

He says:
well.. essential a good girl.. u are a good girl la.. your character is good.. but not everybody will like it lor..

I says:
i agree..

I says:
sometimes, i dun like my character too..

He says:
but thats what makes u iris...

He says: :)

I says:
thanks.

I says:
that's really nice.

kinda sweet overall. still waiting for the second part to be 'decoded'. lol. will get back to post it. =)

the thoughts flowed.. {11:29 PM}
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how would u rate somebody upon 100? based on everything u can think of abt the person. character, attractiveness, x-factor, anything and everything that u wana base it on... i just thought of this kinda dumb thing when i was simply bored to death by our dear lecturer.. haha

as usual, i would naturally ask my friends what they rate me, and their reasons.. i was quite pleased with the results. i nvr thought much of myself. i'm actually a person with quite low self esteem... so... naturally.. i nvr really thought myself pretty or that my character was good. i just kept changing and changing till i think i blend in with the walls...

anyway, i'm here to share my results that i'm very pleased with... it's a very pleasant surprise. both of my friends rated me 70 upon 100. i expected lower, like 60.. was really really very happy. one of them gave very generous compliments and a very very sweet and cute paragraph on the reason y. i was very surprised at the description that he gave. ^_^

my school friend said that my character wasn't too bad, just at times, i can flare up a little too much, like a volcano. she didn't really elaborate, but said i was kinda a sweet girl and had quite a pretty face too, and being outgoing had plus points and so did being friendly. how nice of her.. *hug*

the other said that i was 'essentially a good girl' i was quite shocked. didn't really understand him, so i got him to kinda explain wat he meant. he was very cute with his description. he said that in other words, i was 'just an unpolished diamond'. my character and looks all added up to it. i've never in my life been described as a diamond. was quite pleased. he promised to explain when he comes online later... hope he remembers. haha. but in my eyes, diamonds are one of the most precious things in life and one of the prettiest things. which i dun really think i am. that's y i'm so happy when he said i was like a diamond. he deserves a hug too. =) *hug*

the thoughts flowed.. {10:12 PM}
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i found out something that's probably in built in me since the day i was born. i found out a precious treasure. one that i'd rather not find.. but since it's been dug out from the depths of my heart, i should probably polish the treasure as much as i can since it is currently covered with plenty of filth. the treasure that i've dug out is my feelings. it's been a long time since i've been 'feeling' for anybody. due to an incident, i found out that i still do feel for him. y do i say it's covered with filth? because i only found out my feelings after my jealousy worked up. he asked me out to a function.. i cun go, unfortunately, cos the time it ends will be too late. anyway, he found someone else. her name resembled his ex.

i was pretty worked up. maybe cos i'm just a super possessive person... and i liked him since a long long long time ago. but due to the personality of a gemini, i'm able to shut my mind off from thinking about anything and switch to another person... feelings with jealousy are very hard to control. hence, the need to clean it up constantly... meaning to try to curb it and control it.

it's probably in built since young. i cun stand any stranger touching my precious dog without my permission. even if it's my cousin hugging it every single second, i'll get jealous and pull my dog away. that's how possessive i am and how easily i get jealous. i just hope i dun behave this way too when i get a bf. but i think it's inevitable. haiz.

signing off... me.

the thoughts flowed.. {10:44 PM}
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

bracelet.. going for a low price of $6. pretty shapes. colours can be changed if there is stock. but must be ordered before hand. colour list is in the previous entry.



this earring has a nice earring cage with two small cat eyes. a pair going for $6 only. really nice. fits almost anything that you wear.
super sweet earrings. the crystals are light pink. super pretty. can request for extensions. going at $7 a pair. easy to match with clothes. other colours available are: dark purple, light green and light blue. star shaped in dark purple









a round frame with a nice pretty little flower inside. going for $4 per side, 1 pair for $7. other colours of the flower that u can choose other than black is red or sky blue.











a earring. dangling. very nice, very sweet. the crystal is supposed to be dark purple. very sexy. very nice. easy to match clothes. one side going for $4, one pair going for $7. other colours to choose are light pink or crystal clear white.

the thoughts flowed.. {6:48 PM}
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Sunday, June 04, 2006

by the way, if u all have earrings, but ur earhole close, or u dun even have a earhole, but wana wear earrings, dun fret... this is a earring screw. i can help any interested parties change from a normal hook to this.

changing for $2 per side.








refering to the post i just made awhile ago, i've taken pictures for the interested parties to have more choices to choose from. and if u want, u can opt to choose specific colours as seen from the photos. unless it is sold out, i will try my best to give u the colour u want.

if not, i will offer the closest colour available. otherwise, if u are extremely lucky, i happen to drop by the shop to restock, then u can pick the colour u want.

sorry for the reflection. and some designs do not offer certain colours. dun ask me y. the shop just dun haf. haha

the thoughts flowed.. {10:35 PM}
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the above 3 photos are showing another ring. similar to the one below. but the back is just one strip of beads instead of flowers. easy to match and comfortable to wear. also going for $5 per ring. pls tell me ur measurements if interested. tag or mail me at iristan87@hotmail.com. pls leave ur name and contact so i can contact u.





















a ring made up of beads. rings going at low price of $5 each!

measurements: 7cm round.
this is only to fit my finger. pls measure ur finger and tell me the measurements to fit. measure the largest area. for some ppl is the knuckle. for others is the base of the finger.


this is a simple but very very elegant earring. going for $5 per side. if u want a pair, it goes at $8. super easy to match with clothes. can wear it with casual clothes or even for a banquet or function dinners.

other colours available. this one is in light purple.

length of earring from the hook to the bottom of the crystal is 10.3cm/4 inches. i can shorten the chain at request.

ah rui. this is the one that i said is very simple but elegant.

very simple and easy to match. going for only $3.50 per side. a pair goes at $5. suitable for any age.

including hook, length is 4.2cm/1.6 inches.









sophisticated yet simple. very elegant looking and easy to match ur clothes.

this is only one side of a earring. if u want a pair, u can tag/email me. one side going at $5.00. if u buy one pair, it goes at $8.

ah rui... this is one of the earring that i made for u.

length is 13cm/5 inches from the hook to the longest bead.




this is another colour of the bracelet. going for $4.90

measurements: 6 and a half inches.

the thoughts flowed.. {4:46 PM}
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